When you realize she is closer than you think...
You will never meet a strong person with an easy past.
No, it was not her fault.
The winds are calling. The night is awakening in this mad darkness.
Sometimes it hurts.
When the most important person to you in this world, doesn’t come online to look at your hard efforts… Yeah, that shit hurts like crazy.
I never thought that I would ever let any person, any woman so close to my heart.
At least not after, my heart was broken away in Class 9.
Everything happens for a reason.
Behind every man, there is always a bitch who angered him to be the man he is.
She was … She had a good smile.
And I would be waiting all day just to see this girl’s text.
Class 9… I was an immature child.
Talks were… they were purely one-sided.
Shit happened when she blocked me. And yup, I just felt like trying but I just couldn’t. I won’t. I won’t shed my tears for someone who doesn’t even care to look at my value.
I started working out.
It took me 8 months to get a good shape.
I have a six-pack & veiny hands.
Now, I am proud of my body and proud of my mind.
Now, I look back. This anger really pushed me to be what I am.
I was a kid, with a slim skinny body, no muscle mass, an idiot & egoist.
Karate made me strong.
I have two state-level gold medals back to back.
I have high ethics. I only use it for self-defense.
I’m powerful enough to beat the shit out of guys with my bare hands.
Perhaps, even kill them.
Killing isn’t a hard task.
The hard part is resisting to kill when you can actually do that very easily in a fight.
(Karateka people could relate)
Perhaps, without that rejection, I might not be as mature as I am today.
I would never have this body to offer to her, my soulmate.
The wrong girl distracts you, the right girl motivates you.
And this girl woman of 17, motivates me to be a better person every single day.
It hurts when I picture this girl with some other guy. But it hurts me more if I picture myself with some other woman who is not ‘my beloved’.
That is how close I keep her to my fragile mortal heart.
Love is a drug.
It’s intoxicating. And you won’t even realize how far you have come in this intoxicated state.
She is preparing for the NEET.
And I’m sure that she will get a good rank to get a good governmental college.
She is very hard-working and immensely mature & caring as a person.
The intense competition has taken a toll.
24 Lakhs sit for this exam. there are just 24000 seats… Crazy shit.
I thought that I should put her away. That won’t distract her from her studies.
But I just simply can’t. And now that today, we both realize that this isn’t the time for it, we have decided to stay together no matter what comes next.
I just can’t shut her off.
Her thoughts have invaded my mind too deeply.
Like a sharp knife cutting through the soft baked bread…
I can’t hurt her. Because I would be hurting myself if I hurt her.
I can’t take her casual.
I just can’t get her out of my head.
No, she is a good distraction.
And she is the reason why I am pushing hard every single day.
Thoroughly. And thoroughly.
That’s what happens when you suddenly realize that out of the 8 billion people who are living in this world, there is still one person… who is simply closer than you ever think. Closer than any other person could ever be in your life.
Every guy has that one person in his lifetime.
If you don’t have her yet, just wait for the time to come.
Perhaps, that’s why I (and 99% guys) resonate with the story of Your Name (Kimi No Namae Wa). What’s the story? Watch it here for free (took me 20 minutes to find the perfect link ;) )
Your Name is perhaps undoubtedly the best anime movie to be ever created.
The story, the animation and everything especially the flickeringly innate emotions of the protagonists HOOKS you till the very end.
And perhaps, you will understand completely what I wanted to say with mere words.
Read this next ;)